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Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
14 September 2006 @ 10:59 pm
so I got a new job... on the other side of the state.... so I am going to be working on Commerce.... and I need a new place to live... and I don't know ANYTHING about over there *sigh*
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
11 September 2006 @ 05:45 pm
Dan and I did our engagement pictures this weekend in Elk Rapids (where we got engaged). Thought I would share some...
pictures this way!Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: crazycrazy
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
25 July 2006 @ 12:06 pm
Lindsay is home for the week! YEA! Hung out tonight, got drunk... good times... going into work is gonna be hard tomorrow..ugh! Tomorrow we are going out with Adam for 50 cent drafts... woo hoo. Oh, we also talked about out business we are going to open, can't wait! Oh, Nicki... you need to come down to G.R. and drink with Lindsay and I b/c you are only like 40 mins away! Mary and Nate... you should come too! K, that it all
 
 
Current Location: my apartment bitches! hehe
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Current Music: The Best I've Ever Had
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
15 July 2006 @ 12:47 am
I changed my LJ layout around.. AGAIN... for like the 8th time in 5 months! This one took a long ass time b/c LJ changed the layouts and how to go around the HTML on me, but I finally figured it out. I was looking at some old info. that told me I had to upload some stuff I didn't have to b/c they provided a place to do my custom things on YEA! K, that's my dork rant for the moment.
 
 
Current Mood: creativecreative
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
09 July 2006 @ 12:00 am
In case I don't say it enough:

To all my friends---
I LOVE YOU
 
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
21 May 2006 @ 10:32 pm

I'M ENGAGED!

 
 
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
24 April 2006 @ 12:19 pm
I'm a Hot Slut Who Will Rock Your World

Find the first letter in your first name:

A-Beautiful
B-Gorgeous
C-Pretty
D-Jewish
E-Christian
F-Retarded
G-Boyish
H-Gothic
I-Girly
J-Gangster
K-Lesbian
L-Popular
M-Slutty
N-Preppy
O-Hot
P-Gay
Q-Punky
R-Hot
S-Sexy
T-Emo
U-Ugly
V-Wonderful
W-Geeky
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name):

A-Slut
B-Boy
C-Whore
D-Obsesser
E-Sex machine
F-Retard
G-Queen
H-Jew
I-Girl
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-Motherfucker
M-Beauty queen
N-Geek
O-Bitch
P-Punk
Q-Crackwhore
R- Alcoholic
S-Butthole
T-Fucker
U-Prince (ess)
V-Jackass
W-Babe
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic


Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:

Red- Who's Good With My Hands
Blue- Who Looks At Porn 24/7
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who will do anything for Sex
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Purple- Who Will Rock Your World
Black- who has a big dick
White- Who Masturbates At Work
Gray- who gives great head

NOW REPOST THIS WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT BEGINNING WITH " I'm a ............
 
 
Current Mood: amusedamused
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
20 April 2006 @ 08:25 pm
Just a little something


To Life:

To life, all of the triumphs and tribulations, disappointments and heartache… for all we have been through. To the friends we have made, lost, gained and forgotten about. To all the challenges we overcame and to the ones that overcame us. To the ones who have made us stronger and the ones who have been our shoulder to cry on. For all the times we needed someone to pick us up off the floor and to the alcohol that got us there in the first place. Our families, friends, lovers and enemies. For life being a bitch… all the times it kicks us when we are down and we kick it right back. This is for everything we are, everything we wish we could be and everything we will become. I love you all!
 
 
Current Mood: creativecreative
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
13 April 2006 @ 10:57 pm
The more I hear... the more I feel like I have to keep everything to myself.
 
 
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
11 April 2006 @ 10:18 pm
So..  
How do you know when I am bord? I change my LJ layout... AGAIN... for the 3rd time.... I know I know, but I love playing with photosho, I can't help it... any comments on the new layout?
 
 
Current Mood: curiouscurious
 
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
07 April 2006 @ 01:13 pm
SATURDAY, MAY 6 AT CALVIN COLLEGE IN GRAND RAPIDS IS SPRING GAMES FOR SPECIAL OLYMPICS MICHIGAN (MOSTLY AREAS AROUND GR, BUT SOME OTHERS TOO). WE REALLY NEED PEOPLE TO HELP OUT... IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME OR CALL THE AREA 11 OFFICE AT (616) 583-1202, I WILL BE THE ONE ANSWERING THE PHONE. PLEASE PASS THIS ALONG TO ANYONE YOU THINK MIGHT BE INTERESTED
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
30 March 2006 @ 09:39 pm
This song is great... I think every girl has felt like this at some point in time...

Girl Next Door

Small town homecoming queen
She’s a star in this scene
There’s no way to deny she’s lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she’s ugly

Maybe I’m just jealous-I can’t help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen, I’m in the marching band
She is a cheerleader, I’m sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk, I’m sleeping on the floor
She’s Miss America
And I’m just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutante
Everything that you want
Never too harsh or too demanding

Maybe I’ll admit it, I’m a little bitter
Everybody loves her, but I just wanna hit her…


I don’t know why I’m feeling sorry for myself
Spend all my time wishing that I was someone else


I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She’s Miss America
And I’m just the girl next door
 
 
Current Mood: crazycrazy
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
27 March 2006 @ 09:23 pm
It's hard knowing who you are when the world views you in a totally different way than you view yourself. When the successes and failures your rise and fall with become nothing more than simply mockery. It’s hard knowing where to turn when everywhere you see faces of strangers and the only person who seems to really know you anymore lies deep within your own soul. Words beget fights beget grudges and suddenly you are a huge cosmic joke. Pros never outweigh cons and you are struggling just to survive before the swell of noise and static pulls you under. Sometimes the only place to turn to is internally and we must count on ourselves for survival. You take each day as it comes… reminding yourself to breath along the way because disillusion is better than despair anyway.
 
 
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: Tears and Rain by James Blunt
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
27 March 2006 @ 08:57 pm
So I changed my LJ layout around again! And got a new icon (if you don't ready harry potter and didn't see the last movie you won't get it)... so ya.. 'tis all.
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
21 March 2006 @ 10:40 pm
WOW  
Hey Mary and Lindsay... I found the perfect LJ icon for us.....

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by:l_o_v_e_icons

AHAHAHAH oh tell me you remember that?
 
 
Current Mood: amusedamused
 
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
20 March 2006 @ 01:23 pm
So this weekend was a BLAST! My fingers were still green the next day! Also, I did not know you could buy a keg of GREEN beer... oh the things you learn. Alright... I'm a work so I should probably do work....
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
15 March 2006 @ 10:58 pm
Wreckage

I am nothing
Deep, vast, empty nothing
Ever changing, revolving around and sinking into my own failures
Put me out to pasture
Like a horse thats time has come to pass
But too beautiful to veil from sight
Hide my flaws and inmperfections under layers of makeup and guilt
Dress me up and parade me around for your amusement
While fake smiles only make fake peope more plactic
And I want no part in this manufactured life
I don't have the mind for this
I don't have the body for this
I don't have the soul for this
I have nothing
Except for my own collapse
The downfall of my own personal empire
And as I crumble
My rubble will fill the streets
But my ruins
My runis with last forever
-RGS
 
 
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: Beautiful Girl by Domestic Problems
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
27 February 2006 @ 12:45 am
OMG... I found this and laughed *SO* hard (o.k., if you are not a Harry Potter geek like me then you probably won't find it funny). This is NOT meant to make anyone mad so please don't take it like that

Only for those with a sense of humorCollapse )
 
 
Current Mood: amusedamused
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
21 February 2006 @ 01:11 am
If you have not watched 'Web Junk 20' on VH1 you need to!
 
 
Current Mood: amusedamused
 
 
Thoughts of a Disillusioned Daydreamer
16 February 2006 @ 12:57 am
As I know many of my girls watch Grey's Anatomy I thought they would enjoy theses great quotes...

Meredith Grey: At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.

Meredith Grey: At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

Meredith Grey: Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.

Meredith Grey: Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.

Miranda Bailey: Every intern wants to perform their first surgery. That's not your job. Do you know what your job is? To make your resident happy. Do I look happy? No! Why? Because my interns are whiney. You know what will make me look happy? Having the code team staffed, having the trauma pages answered, having the weekend labs delivered and having someone down in the pit doing the sutures. No-one holds a scalpel until I'm so happy I'm Mary Freaking Poppins.

Preston Burke: So, I have a question to ask. I checked the schedule and I noticed that both you and I are off tonight. I made reservations. I have a favorite restaurant.
Cristina Yang: None of those were questions.

Derek Shepherd: Dr. Yang…
Cristina: You know what? For just a moment, I’m not Dr. Yang and you’re not Dr. Shepherd. You’re the guy who screwed up my friend. The guy who drove her to get a dog she can't keep, the dog she only got because her boyfriend lied to her about his wife.
Derek Shepherd: I never lied to her.
Cristina: You know, I know a liar when I see one because I am a liar.

Alex Karev: Why are you helping me?
Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [yells] 'Cause it's what Jesus would freaking do!
 
 
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